I totally did waste my weekend. *Totally*
I wasted time all weekend. It felt wonderful. I watched tv. I watched so much tv. Oh, gawd. It was good. Today, I actually had a nap.
I did not know if I liked or really hated GIRLS. I caught up on the episodes. And I liked them.
I really needed to work and work and work. I've been running in circles trying to accomplish - what exactly? Success! That's what I've been trying to accomplish. Does one accomplish success? One attains it. I, for one, have not attained success.
How is it, when I reached a certain age, I figured something out. But not really. I mean, I figured out that I wanted to work hard and attain something for myself. And that something is a bit of business success. Not much, really. Just to be profitable and be able to pay myself a living wage. And maybe more than that. Someday.
Yet, I haven't figured out how to do that.
And frack! I'm about to have ANOTHER birthday. Seriously. Another one.
And I'm trying to be amenable and take on a business partner. That's fun. That'll work out well. Well, truly I hope it will.
And so. So, I've been running around trying to do my work, trying to do her work, trying to go to school to create a new life.
That's going to work out.